i cant do this. i mean, i thought i could’ve done this the first time round but i failed terribly so i dont think why tomorrow will be any different. i wish i was stronger, less afraid but i’m not. fact is, i freak out so much that its really ruining my chances, my opportunities in life.
nonetheless, gonna do my best tomorrow & (hopefully) fuck the hell out of bbdc already. ha ha. i’d miss you so much though.
